Cool autumn

This is a submission for a magazine I recently wrote. Don’t know if I’ll get it in. Copyright by me, Christine Mallabnd-Brown.

Cool Autumn 

The nights come early now. Sparkling sunsets in blue and gold. The temperature drops, leaves shiver and fall onto the ground, or wait a while and shimmer on baring branches. 

Damp ground fills with mycellium. Fungal bodies strike up through wet soil. Each fruiting body a mushroom or toadstool that pixies and fairies could dance on, mocking the real world with their gyrations. 

Stink horns and puff balls sprout then burst, sending spores out into the earth to renew and grow for next year. Fairy rings enlarge and changlings replace children, only recognisable because their feet are at first on backwards until magic twists them back to the human position, toes forward. 

As the season continues crisp leaves become soggy clumps of leaf litter, hiding autumn crocus in their deep piles of rotting mulch. 

Oranges, gold, yellows, reds, browns, greens, purple, all mix and dull, seeping colour into the earth, dust to dust. Bonfires return ashes to the worms below. 

Painting the reflected blue sky in puddles, the mists rise and turn to fogs, covering valleys and hiding hedgehogs and frogs below their veiled moisture. Moving into the hibernation season, Squirrels forage for nuts, planting them between flagstones and creating the beginnings of saplings that will erupt in the spring in awkward places. 

The blurred vision of cataract eyed old women watch as the colours merge. 

They see their childhoods dance through fallen leaves. Kicking them into the air with the abandon of playful energy. They sleep long sleeps, gradually covering themselves in autumnal eiderdowns. Keeping warmth close to their bodies. As the frosts arrive, snuggling slowly into a safe, eternal sleep. 

Christine Mallaband-Brown © 2026 

Putting the heating on.

Mines older!

I’m limiting how long I have the heating on each day. I have a timer on my central heating that can be set to quarter hour intervals. I have set it to one hour in the morning, one in the evening and about half an hour at two other times. That way I can get the temperature up slightly for washing up and bathing while I wear warm clothes to stave off the cold.

My oven no longer works and I only use the hob on the top plus a microwave and an air fryer. So I can heat up food, and I have an oil filled heater near me if I’m getting really cold.

Why? My income is too low to pay out as much as when hubby was here. He had a seperate income. But just because I’m a bit cool doesn’t mean I’m uncomfortable. I can cope. Things will change. I will try and manage. I just hope for a warm winter! Not a good idea as the globe warms, but at least my carbon footprint is quite small!

Lemon tree

The fruit hanging at the bottom of this little tree is a lemon. Hubby bought the plant at the weekend because our lemon tree died a few years ago. This is sitting on top of our cat tree by the radiator so it can get full sun and warmth. Ii would have put it on the window ledge but I think it would be too hot directly above the radiator. I hope that this lemon and another one which is higher up the tree will ripen. If it does we will have it sliced with ice in a cool drink this summer. X

Cool drink

I am fed up of decaff coffee, I want a cold drink. Maybe some ginger beer or diet tonic water. I have ice so I can cool it down. But its still winter so I might have a blackcurrant or orange cordial with hot water. Or orange juice with water to dilute it. That’s very soothing, and I choose the ones with low sugar. I might even share a bottle of beer with my hubby. I don’t know, but something less boring than decaff? Maybe a cup of tea.