Nerves

Its almost time to submit my final major project but I’ve become very nervous about it. Such a lot rides on how I do. I’m already suffering from insomnia but this is just making it worse. I’m wondering why I can’t sleep, but I guess it’s thoughts like “have I got enough images?” “what if I forget to include?” “how do I create?” Don’t get me wrong, I have learnt a lot over the course of the last two years. I am attempting things I would never have done before. And what am I going to get out of it, apart from those new skills? Would anyone employ me as a free-lance illustrator/ author/ crafts person? Lot’s of questions. I think my style is my USP. I tend to do my own thing. I am probably too analogue. But I have a passion and I want what I am doing to be interesting. Do I have to be subsumed into a generic style? I hope not!

8 thoughts on “Nerves

  1. Just one step at a time Christine. There has to be an end point when submitting your work and letting it go. I don’t think anyone ever thinks their work is good enough when they send it off to be assessed. You have worked hard and done your best, so it time to let it go and have a breather before the next exciting part of your journey. All the best!

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  2. Also, ((hugs)). What an exciting journey you’ve taken! So much to be happy about & proud of. I hope you get some EXCELLENT sleep soon & that everything works out the way you hope it will. 🤗

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