I’m tense all the time. My hubby went out walking today with some friends and I stayed in ostensibly to get some college work done but really I want to keep away from possible infection. I don’t like it though. I’m constantly tense. I get pains in my shoulders from holding them tight all the time. I’ve tried to book some physio because I’m getting pain from a pinched nerve in my arm and shoulder… But there are no free appointments. Hubby says he will pay, but I’d rather trust the NHS than go private?
So the tension continues. I’ve even found myself rocking backwards and forwards to comfort myself. I don’t think I’m depressed just physically reacting to the pandemic. Stay safe everyone.
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Mallaband-Brown 
Just someone from halfway across the world dropping a little word of encouragement to you. Sometimes when I feel like my inner world starts spiralling out of control, I tell myself it’s not the freedom from these feelings that I seek, but the strength to do what’s right for me, despite what I feel. Wishing you all the best and take care!
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Thanks Stuart. Some of this came from late night musings. Your words are a comfort. X
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I hope you feel better soon. 👩🎨
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Now I’ve got my college work in I’ve been able to relax a bit. X
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Sorry to read this. Hope you feel better soon
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I’m feeling a bit better thanks x
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