No mojo

My mojos gone out, I feel down, I feel demotivated. I think it’s living at this moment. I want to just wrap myself up in a ball, put my head under the duvet, hide.

Feeling myself gently rocking for comfort. Hunched shoulders, unable to start things or respond. I put on a brave face, but it’s hard work. It hasn’t helped being ill for the last few weeks. I think I’ve had tonsillitis and I’ve got an achy shoulder, and toothache and they are all impacting on me. Plus it’s getting darker in the evenings and I’ve not done much walking or going out, nerves about the increase in covid19 I guess. We are looking at more local lockdowns? In the meantime the world seems to be ruled by buffoons, orange, blond and barking mad! Is it any wonder I feel off?

4 thoughts on “No mojo

  1. We all feel that way more or less, I think. Some days better than other. Life’s so complicated right now, some things are authentically scary, and we’re supposed to press on and mostly we do. Interpersonal relationships are fragile because we are. The only thing keeping me even NEARLY sane is art right now. I get on a project and nothing else matters. I’m probably going to go at that big canvas soon.

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