Someone speaks to you, says they can do all sorts of things to help you. It just needs to go through some sort of committee .
You wait to hear back, but after a while you hear you have been unsuccessful. It’s like having a job interview for a job you didn’t know was available, you hadn’t prepared for it, had no knowledge of what it entailed but once someone had dangled the carrot you felt suddenly recognised for having some small amount of worth.
So
What is the point?
Have they read this blog and decided its not commercial enough? That it does not come up to scratch? Should I just post photos of my art and keep my thoughts to myself?
What is the point?
Why bother?
What should I do?
What is the point? What is the point…..
Feeling down, but not quite out.
Mallaband-Brown 
I use to think that no one liked my work. That was until Facebook. The art groups I am in have shown me that there are people who like my work.
I now loom for those people, no matter how few they are. It is nice to see someone that likes my work.
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Thank you. I appreciate your kind words x
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We have to do it for ourselves, for what it gives us and the meaning it contributes to our lives because no matter how many people like it, it will never give to anyone else what it gives us. ❤
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Very true. Thanks I’ve calmed down now x
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